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	Friday, June 02, 2006 Extreme Mortification. I'm very mortified at the moment. Well, actually, I've been feeling this way since last night and it's my brother's fault. He told me something that left me feeling horrible. I'm not going to mention what it is but I'd probably tell a person or two about it. For some reason, I can't make up my mind on some things. And it's always because I fear that I might offend people. To put it harshly, I don't want people to hate me. It's really depressing, the way I try to please people. And yes, I think I'm in another self-bashing session again. I do that sometimes...and trust me, it's not good especially since I do that whenever I'm in a negative mood. I need to go before I spread my negative aura. I wouldn't want to do that. I'd feel terrible. Posted by 王丽枫 at 2:25 PM		what? me? Lexie Anne T. Dizon 04.18.90 Q.C. Philippines SJCS ADMU college sophomore am moody, silent, shy, friendly, talkative, quirky, kind, sadistic, helpful, possessive, thoughtful, sensitive, lazy, ambitious *loves* reading, writing, drawing, chatting, sleeping, surfing the net, traveling, music, books, magazines, pens, pencils, designs, green, food, family, friends, classmates, chocolates, email, fictionpress, fanfiction *loathes* cockroaches, egomaniacs, hypocrites, gullibility, favoritism, brownouts, boredom, enclosed spaces, overexposure Wishlist ~~to pass UPCAT~~ ~~to pass ACET~~ ~~to pass DLSU Entrance Test~~ new phone own room outing with friends study abroad visit pj do well in college Randomness Tomatoes. Bananas. Chocolates. Grapes. Dumplings. Sashimi. Currently... ...searching for something to amuse myself with. kindly. SHOUT. archives May 2005 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 December 2007 February 2008 October 2008 linkages Tifa Mervyn Paul Tiff K. Dominic Jean Nico Kevin's art Kevin Nicole Honey Earvin Elaine Therese credits Designer Eric Sim (Kukubird) Picture Eric Sim (Kukubird) Brushes and Textures Hybrid Genesis, Misprinted- Type, and Eric Sim Pattern Squidfingers